Episode 17 Heavenly Fire

This episode might be named after the weapon of Angels, but there is a lot of pain and heartbreak happening. And a bright spot or two.

Magnus tries to pretend he is fine for Alec’s sake.

Jonathan gives us a peak at what growing up with Lilith was like.

Simon shows Alec he’s more than just a pretty face.

Jace is so excited about the pending engagement for Alec.

Clary remembers the childhood dreams she had about Jonathan and grapples with guilt for not saving him.

Magnus finds a grey hair and overcompensates.

We say goodbye to Vampire Raphael.

Alec’s evening doesn’t go as planned.

Magnus finally gives into the pain and despair and breaks down in Alec’s arms.

Harry proves to the world that the Glee producers definitely focused on the wrong talents.

And I dive headfirst into the Harry Shum Jr fandom, swear my fealty, and become the biggest AroAce Harry fanboi ever.

This opening scene is so damn sweet. Look at they way Magnus is smiling at Alec. As much as Magnus is hurting, Alec can always make him smile. I just wish he would be honest with Alec about how much he is hurting.

And look at how Alec smiles at Magnus. And how nervous he is about proposing to Magnus. These two are so adorable.

This image is only here because I am always so amused by the way Matt points at his scene partners. Especially Harry and Emeraude.

I almost feel sorry for Jonathan here. Until I remember that Magnus is also half demon and was also raised in Edom by his demon parent. And Magnus didn’t turn out to be a psycho killer.

I love the dynamic between Simon and Izzy so damn much. Sizzy is the one thing that keeps me from shipping Simon and Raphael.

Another rare Alec and Simon scene. This scene is so funny and so much proof of what a severe lack of judgement that was. Also, there is that Matt pointing at his scene partner thing again. And, like Dylan O’Brien,I am pretty sure Alberto just has chemistry with everyone he works with.

This look on Simon’s face when Izzy starts talking to him, telepathically, to his so good.

And Alec’s face while he watches this happen is so fucking hilarious.

Seriously we so needed more of these two.

Jace is the most supportive friend. Well, now anyway. His joy at Alec’s news about proposing is so supportive. We all need a Jace in our lives.

Sweet Simon has changed so much since joining the Shadow World. I know I’ve said that before, but I just love it. He’s so brave and has become a great leader, but still maintains his sweet nature. He, Alec, and Maryse definitely hold the top 3 spots for most character growth over the 3 seasons.

Clary’s retelling of her childhood dreams about Jonathan and being unable to save him are heartbreaking

Magnus it’s just hair! I promise! It changes nothing about you or your worth. It’s going to be okay.

I don’t know how I feel about Raphael becoming a Mundane, again. I know he’s happy, but I love Vampire Raphael. Even after all this time.

You go, Izzy! Her taking down ALdertree, physically and politically, is so beautiful.

Okay, Aline and Helen. I see you.

I love Alec saying he has somewhere to be and the look he gives Jace. And I love Jace’s answering smirk.

Jace patting Simon on the shoulder is so important. Simon’s reaction shows us just how much.

I hate that Magnus is going through this. I hate that he is suffering. I hate that it ruined the night Alec planned for them. And I don’t blame him for getting drunk. I really don’t. I’ve been there and I get it. My poor love. My heart is broken for him.

And the look on Alec’s face - how worried for Magnus he is. How he hates that he can’t fix it. How helpless he feels. It’s all right there in this look. But I am glad that Magnus finally breaks down. It’s been coming for a long time. And I am glad Alec was there.

What Harry does here is nothing short of brilliant and insane talent! Shadowhunters challenged him in a way Glee never did. Not only did he rise to every opportunity they gave him, he exceeded expectations every time.

Don’t get me wrong, I loved him on Glee. that show is next up to be reviewed btw But getting to see his range and the power of his talent on this show is what made me a diehard Harry Shum Jr Fanboi.

This final scene, the way Alec refuses to let Magnus run from him, the way Magnus folds in on himself and collapses into Alec’s arms sobbing, Alec holding him so close - it’s devastating and heartbreaking and soul-crushing and so fucking beautiful. And, for the love of Hecate, someone cast Harry and Matt in something together again. They don’t even have to play lovers. They could be best friends or enemies,I don’t care. I just need them working together again.

Only 5 episodes left of the series, guys! I can’t believe it. See ya next time for The Beast Within.